Yup, I know, I deproved. Yup. And this results is after increasing a lot because of JCT and class participation. Real results are lower.
Yup, I know I'm below averagefor almost all the subjects. Way below average. I know.
I know you all think that I'm stupid. But I tell myself, I can do it. Try sleeping for 1 hour and take the papers. Try taking the papers when your mind can't focus. Yes, I know I'm giving myself excuses. I'm stupid.
Yes, that was what you were driving at, isn't it? That I'm stupid, stupid-er than you. Yes, my results are the opposite of yours. My results is inferior, compared to yours.
Oh, thanks for insulting me.
I got insulted today. I knew you guys look down on me, well, today that became a fact.
I told myself, at least I've got a life. More life than you, at least. I'm gonna beat you, with results. But then again, I have to be realistic. Maybe it isnt even possible. And, why should I study and become like a total nerd, and not enjoy life because of your words?
Then again, I'll work hard. Thanks for waking me up. Your insult slapped me hard in my face.
I'm gonna stand back up.It hurts, I try not to care, but I just can't.
People look down on me because it is a fact that I didn't do well.
I wanna prove to you, I'm not that dumb. At least I'll try my best to.
WAKE UP, XINYI. SHOW THEM THAT YOU CAN.I am not inferior.