HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILEUN! (:Just what is the world becoming? 13 year old guy - already a dad, had the child with a 15 year old female who had sex 8 times before him? A school rule stating that students can't go to the shopping mall or HDB void decks after school, if caught, detention for 2 hours(CORAL SECONDARY)? School rule stating that girls with short hair have to wear a WIG to school? School rule stating that girls cannot wear pants underneath their skirts?
Wow you know what? I was beyond amazed when I read those on the newspaper.
Right, just what is the world becoming?
CHEER UP SHERTING!Whatever happened that made you so upset, I dont know. But I've got to say I am really really sorry about the smiley-face thing :/
Her post makes me feel like ranting too, because something happened today :( Roses have thorns too. Because no one is perfect. Life just have to suck really badly sometimes. So much that you don't want to face reality. Yeah, I agree with SherTing about donning a smile on your face everyday. Its just a freaking charade. I do that too. But what choice have I got anyway? Is life all but a pretence? Sometimes I become so deranged with anger, but all I can do is to shut up and smile, to put on a show. Its really just about one mistake. One is enough to make you lose
everything. It happened and I learnt from that. Learn from mistakes? Yeah, I do. Am I given a chance to restart everything? Hell no. Till today, that was the biggest mistake of my life. So what if I want to change? Will my 'want to change' change anything? Apparently, no. Whatever I do, it just isn't the same as before. So what if I'm penitent? It makes no difference, not at all.
Sometimes, I really get sick of pretending. Pretending to be happy, pretending to be nonchalant, pretending to be you-name-it.
When will the rain stop? When will the rainbow appear?