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BACK :)

This isn't going to be a detailed post with pictures! Maybe tomorrow?

I just needed to rant about some stuffs.

I can't believe I actually lost my temper -.- I was telling myself that I'm not going to be angry and take things easy no matter what. Obviously, at the end I couldn't take it and ... yeah. Zzz. Blame it on me, I can't pretend as if nothing happened. Plus, adding it on was to see my friend being so sad. So I couldn't take it!YOU GUYS NEVER SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS. YOU GUYS JUST HAVE TO SPOIL
EVERYTHING. THOSE PEOPLE WHO PLANNED ARE THOSE WHO GOT HURT THE MOST. NOT YOU. JASMINE STAYED UP LATE AT NIGHT
ZZZ.FOR THIS, ERINA PAID THE MONEY. TELL ME, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO FOR THIS CHALET? YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING SO YOU WON'T EVER KNOW HOW THEY REALLY FELT. YOU GET THIS? UNLESS YOU PLANNED AND ALL, YOU WON'T EVER KNOW HOW THIS REALLY FEEL, NOT EVEN YOU2 OR YOU3. BEFORE YOU SPEAK, CAN YOU JUST THINK?
If I want to rant about everything, this is going to be a so long post. But I'm not going to do it. I will try and forget about it. Just hope I can. I felt so much better after relating it to my mommy(with ENEN staring at me xD), but whenever I think about it,
:@DONT LIKE ME? FUCK OFF LAH.

& there're also quite alot of stuffs going through my mind now, other than just this. Like you, and you2. I have to hang in there! Just like Jasmine, now I want bacardi. I want to numb myself and forget about everything.

I'm having so much worries now. & it doesn't feel good. I'm so disappointed in you! I LIVE FOR MYSELF, NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE.

SO YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM WHO I AM. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?Then fuck off from me. Don't pretend. JUST FUCK OFF -.-
Because that's how the world is.

.
.ITS JUST THIS UNFAIR.
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That's how, everyone is.
.
.GET AWAY FROM ME.
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I'm so tired, so tired of all these shit.

I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm disappointed.

Goodbye.

-Where's the trust?

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