OMG. I think I needa go on a diet :P

Spent my day reading New Moon (: Yijie was saying I confirm will cry! I heard Limei cried badly too. Although I always cry over trivial matters, I was pretty sure I won't cry reading a book. I read the part about leaving already. I didn't cry! :D But I've gotta admit, I felt really sad for Bella, really really sad. My eyes were wet, but yeah that was all, not a single tear drop from my eyes leh!(: I was kinda surprised about how Bella reacted to the whole incident. She's sucha strong girl!

I can't wait for the movie to be out! TWILIGHT! It's a must watch (: Yijie said its gonna be out on 18 December. I'm so gonna watch it on that day [: I'm sure I'll cry when watching. Hahaha. & I agree with her, Jacob(taylor lautner) is hot! Hotter than Edward :x I can't believe he's only sixteen!

Oh & I remembered the talk me, yvette, yjie, michelle goh and liyu had with Mrs Tan, our SS teacher. I'm sure we all agreed how it enlightened us. There was a moment I thought she'ld drop a tear, I wasn't sure if her eyes were really wet, though. All in all, it did enlighten me. What am I studying for? Just for the grades? Is that all life is about? About studying hard, getting a good job, doing everything you can to be rich, regardless of right and wrong? Is money the most important thing of life? 1 life. Its a matter of how we live it. I have got to start enjoying doing things I do. If not, at the end of it, life would be meaningless. Being old and helpless, looking back, I want to make sure I lived it without feeling a tinge of regret. What is it I want to achieve? Happiness...

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"Forbidden to. remember, terrified to forget, it was a hard line to walk." quoted from New Moon.
I want to scream at you, but I couldnt bring myself to hate you