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Thanks all(:

Today's 08082008.
Choyin, don't be emo! Be happy because you'll always remember 07072007, 7.07pm (:

I'll remember 08082008 also, cos I went to make my IC today. Lol. I saw Siyan, Sebestian, qixiang(?) and derrick(?) there. Haha so cool lo!

Things didn't go that well for me in the morning, though. I couldn't take it, broke down and cried in the canteeeeeen. Hais :X I knew today wouldn't go well, but I really didn't expect myself to cry AGAIN, just like on last year's national day celebration. I was just soooooooooo tired, sad and angry. Mix them together, you'll get tears.

I really didn't want to break down in school, but yeah, I just couldn't stop the tears from flowing D: I'm so weak, yeah I know. Now that I've calmed down and really think of those stuffs, it was all actually because of me and yeah, it's all my fault. I'm so sorry to all that I showed attitude to just now. I really really felt terrible back then.

About you, I'm trying my very very best not to think about you already. Maybe I haven't made any improvement, but never mind, I'm working towards that. & I'm sure 1 day I'll be able to overcome this obstacle. You make wonders. You can make me feel so happy, and so so so sad. Don't you think you're superb?

I shouldn't ask for too much in life. Sometimes I should really stop and treasure what I HAVE and HAD. Even though it all became a HAD now, this minute, this second, I'm feeling so lucky that I even had the chance to make all that became a HAD. I can sort of tell that there wouldn't be WILL HAVE, that was why I felt so sad that I DON'T HAVE and WILL NOT HAVE in the morning. Now, looking back, I should be happy I HAD.

Thanks for making me HAD those. I want to HAVE but I doubt you wanna let me HAVE :/

I think I've been pmsing lately. I am really really sorry to all I'd showed attitude this few days. I'm trying to change.

But of course, I won't forget all those who can actually tolerate my attitude and cheered me up. A big thank you to the clique people who were there for me just now in the canteen. Especially JASMINE! :D Sorry for wasting your smses, but that was really really sweet of you. Thank you so much!

& thanks Bobbi also! For the 6 methods and also for listening to me talk bullshit last night (: Method 5 certainly worked the best for me C:

Thanks all, it really mattered to me that you guys care. I'll be glad to be your listening ear if you guys need! I'm always there, 24/7. Thanks people! ;D

Sometimes all I need was someone I can really pour out my everything to. No someone yet :(

2A gathering tomorrow. That's something I look forward to! I heard we're going to watch fireworks together. I think that'll be so uber cool! Hope everything turns out well tomorrow!

Tomorrow is the 9th. 2 years 1 month omg.

Lol -.- I just remembered I had this weird dream last night. I thought I was over it, really. Then I had this dream, and I felt this damn weird feeling once again. Why? :(

I am feeling alot better than in the morning. Yayism. I wonder how is it like to cry on someone's shoulder O.o Jasmine said I've got 9 shoulders to cry on. Hahaha (:

You didn't know, but you are the one.

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