Thank you, thank you for caring so much for me, thank you for putting yourself in my shoes, thank you for accusing me of going home late everyday cos I slacked around, thank you for making me cry, thank you for scolding me for crying, thank you for opposing me so much.
Fact is, sarcasm wasn't spared.
You think I want it this way?
You think I wanna go home so late?
You think I want lessons and tests everyday until 4-5?
DO YOU THINK I WANT IT?
EVEN I CRY IS A CRIME? EVEN FOR CRYING I HAVE TO BE SCOLDED?
LOOK, FINE. I MAKE SURE I WON'T CRY IN FRONT OF YOU GUYS NEXT TIME ALRIGHT, HAPPY? I MAKE SURE I LOCK MYSELF IN THE TOILET AND CRY MY HEARTS OUT BEFORE I COME OUT AND LET YOU SEE ME.
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE ME. YOU DIDN'T EVEN PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES. THE STRESS I AM UNDER NOW IN STUDIES. DO YOU KNOW? DO YOU KNOW HOW TOUGH IS IT?
YOU SAID YOU CARE, I'VE ONLY GOT 2 WORDS. YEAH RIGHT.
THIS PROBLEM BLOWN OUT ALL THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE, SEE IT?
I JUST CANNOT TAKE THE FACT, I CRY AND GET SCOLDING FOR CRYING SO BADLY TILL MY EYES ARE SORE. INSTEAD OF HUSHING ME, THANKS FOR THE SCOLDING.
I had suicidal thoughts for real this time, I swear I really had. I saw no point in living.No love, no trust, no nothing.