7 words,
my life is in a complete mess.
Sorry to all if I showed attitude today, was really.... sigh I don't know what to say. But sorry.
Now my hand's bleeding(internal) and my leg's sore I can't walk properly -.- What a weakling I am, yeah. But its okay, volleyball rocks, I run I hit I pant. It sort of allow me to forget all the pain and keep me occupied. I can release everything I've been bottling up inside me only when I'm playing. Hitting the ball hard hurts, what's the pain compared to how I am feeling? Sorry to all those who played volleyball with me, must be thinking why I'm so f-ed up. Sorry.
Everything's crashing down at the same time on me. How I wish this could be over soon. I want back my happy life :( I want to be high. But I can't. It just.... I don't know whether I should feel happy or sad now. I wanna know what's on your mind, but I can't. I hate being in this suspense. All the
waitings, it is just so painful.
On a separate note, happy birthday to Merilyn! :D
Fate doesn't always bring 2 together.